It's been a week since I took off the cast. Alhamdulillah my finger and hand are getting better better. It still hurts a bit and feels tight when I try to clench my fist but it's improving. Hope eventually it will be as strong as before, Insya Allah.

Suddenly things have changed rapidly. There is a window of opportunity. If I were to be honourable and morally right I won't take it. As it is I've broken my promise to him. I shall not just let whatever happen, happen. Even if the chance is lost.