Talhah's Blog

Every time I think of her, I have to tell myself, " She doesn't/can't/shouldn't care about me anymore." It's becoming a mantra. No wonder I've often felt pessimistic these days. Well, the good news is I don't think about her as much as before, only when something like a place or item triggers a memory. Still happens but not as much.

Anyways, my mind has other things to think about. Too bad the heart is too free to keep reminiscing.Whatever. Today's Deepavali 2014. Waiting for Safwan to get up so we can go for a jog together, something we've never done before. I've jogged with Kakak before though. After Zuhur will be Tapak Suci training marathon. Gotta prepare for the performance at Gardens By the Bay this Saturday.

Did I mention that we got gold for Beregu Campuran at Tapak Suci of Brawijaya International Open 2014? I'm happy for Safwanah, Safianah and Zulhafiz. They were obedient (not that my other students aren't, but they listened to my instructions and training without question), positive, committed and fun. It was a crazy trip. Despite the organisers' lack of.. er.. organisation, we kept ourselves entertained.

Essentially, we summed up the trip as "Go Malang, watch people fight, sleep, eat, watch movies on tablet, play Uno and Monopoly Deal, watch TV, go shopping, eat A&W, KFC, Pizza Hut, win gold." Hehehe.. Anyways, it's not to belittle the tournament or the competition (the other categories were tough), we just say that to tease others, especially those who went to Kejurnas.

Tomorrow will be the last day of the 8th Firebiker Course. Learnt a lot, especially for medical side. The various medical equipment, better understanding about handling different medical cases. Looking forward to posting out as a Firebiker, hopefully soon.

As for Nicky, I've bought and mounted two megatubes on it. Looks awesome. Raincoat on the left, tools on the right, it has freed up even more space in my front compartment and top box. Aaaand I'm still not done accessorising the bike. Next up should be a riser, preferably an anti-vibration version, to improve my riding posture and hopefully eliminate or reduce the butt cramps from long-haul rides.

As always, life is good, but one can't help wishing for more. Ah well, manusia, manusia..