Today, I plainly said to my sis that there was a reason why I'm single. I've been able to support and assist my family because of my bachelorhood. Bukan ungkit, bukan bongkak, tetapi kenyataan. Belum tentu dapat bantu seperti yang telah kulakukan selama ini kalau sudah bertunang maupun beristeri.

When I said it, (I only said the first line, yang lain tu tambahan/elaboration) we both knew what it mean, and we knew it to be true. Allah SWT sahaja yang tahu.

Even now, I've decided that I have to settle the house before I can think of settling down with anyone.

I have much more to learn and much more to give. I've tried my best to be generous to my family and friends but my generosity to strangers and the community has much to work on.

At the end of the day, I'm doing the best I can. And I know if I keep doing my best, I will be fine. In Shaa Allah.

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