Talhah's Blog

One thing I don't like about blogging is people usually rant,complain,gossip,criticise when they post, myself especially included. Nearly most blog posts are quite negative in nature. Yet though it is a public domain, our blogs are a platform for us to express ourselves, our thoughts at that very moment. I find it quite enlightening whenever I go through my archives.

Like right now. I've had an awesome 5-days happy streak. It wasn't smooth all the way, but I was relatively happy. I was with her. We laughed. We smiled.

Now she's pissed off with me.

I am committed to this relationship. Why do you doubt? If I wasn't, do you think I'd be willing to wait 7 years for you? Would I dare to get to know your family better? Would I have done any of those things for you? Would I have listened to your opinions and value your advice.

I'm in this for real. I am not gonna be the one quitting on us. And you won't find it that easy to lose me.

'Cos I do love you.

You are the wisest, kindest, most beautiful 19 year old I know. I knew when I chose to be with you I'll become a better man.. cos who I am right now is not fit to be your future husband. Thus, the only way to eventually marry you is to strive to be a Better Talhah.

Only if you'll allow me to keep fighting for this love. I just wanna make you smile. Cos You make me smile everyday.

Forgive me? Please?