Feeling shitty. Something that used to inspire me is now a source of frustration, disappointment and depression.

I'm still not over it. And fuck it lah, I'm still stupidly looking over my shoulder and looking at the past. It was awesome but it's over Talhah. It's gone and never coming back.

I did my very best, did all I could, be the nice guy, the understanding guy, the reliable one and I was discarded unceremoniously. Don't deny and don't forget, the way I was dropped, it was as if I made the mistake, I've become the nuisance, good riddance Talhah is gone.

Fuck off. I'm tired of hurting myself. You seem happier without me anyways.