Just realised that I've refrained from blogging because of 2 girls. Pffffft. I'll blog whatever I want. (After censoring and filtering my own thoughts.. Hehe)

A few days back I completed reading my blog posts from the latest to the very first. What a blast from the past! There were several instances which jogged my memories and yet some others I vould not recall at all.

This was the very purpose of this blog, after all. This is my very public records, of who I am at that very moment. My joys, my triumphs, my fears, my tears, my sorrow, my failures, my successes. All of that was me, once upon a time.

I've come a long way in 8 years, and God willing, I have many more to come.

So if anyone does read my blog, so be it. This is the part of my life I choose to expose for all to read and scrutinise.

With all that said and done.. I'm feeling fine. 😀

Ok, I lied a bit. A few lingering bumps, bruises and injuries from sparring. Thankfully, my right arm is unharmed. At least one limb was spared after the sparring. Heh.

Reaaaally, really trying to control myself from reaching out. Maybe that's why I dreamt of her a few days ago. Regardless, I will just have to keep repeating the same mantra every single time I think of her - "Not my problem or business." It kinda works. Shuts down that train of thought immediately and I quickly divert my mind elsewhere.

No choice right. "Nothing to do with me" is the other one. Both works fine.

So yeah. Been spending. Still have some extra disposable. I guess I'll just save or donate or something. Not as if I'm marrying anytime soon. I'm so relieved I cleared my credit card loans.

Wak Mon and Kak Reen went for Umrah. I'm gonna overnight at their condo tomorrow, keeping my grandfather company. Shafiq might be coming along. I think I'll bring my movie hdd. I might visit the library tomorrow.

Time to rest. Till next time.

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