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"People
don't care how much you know
until they know how much you care."
John Maxwell |
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Urgh.
So many questions. So many variables. So many factors.
Considering my situation right now, is this the right time to pursue it? Would my schedule allow me time for it? Am I willing to place myself in such predicament?
Am I willing to risk it all? Pfft. Please. I'm no risk-taker. Yet, I know that if this is what I really want, I have to be daring. Dare I?
Give a sign. Show me some hints. Anything to guide my hand to pick the path onwards.
All around, I see things change. Will it change likewise for me? I want to. Is it ok now? When? And with whom?
Insecurity, doubt, hesitation, denial, fear, ambushing me every single time my mind lingers to this topic. Fuck. I know I can do it, yet will I allow myself to go for it?
Questions. I have lots of them. Answers. Where are they?
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