Talhah's Blog

It's getting harder and harder for me to maintain this blog i.e. update frequently. I spend 24 hours operational and what I can declare about my work experience is restricted/limited. I only completely finish work around 10am. My 2 days off is mostly spent with HER, SP Silat, TS, returning to station for something (e.g. IPPT, cover MC), playing the PS2, spending time with family... Even for the increasingly *rare* times I use the PC, my mind is too exhausted for any reflections.

But this is my domain on the Net, my 'lil corner in the webverse where I'm the dictator, I'm the sun that the universe revolves around! I'll never give up my Blog! NEVER!! Muahahahacoughcoughwheeze.. Okay okay, I'll deactivate my "Maniac Tyrant" mode..

On a serious note, back in a relationship, having someone to talk to, confide, share your life.. kinda makes this blog a bit redundant. I'm not the kind who'll post some thesis, philosophy, rhetoric or any of those kind of intellectually-profound... stuff(I assure you, I'm not against any of this things, I'm just not into it). Neither am I *too* fond of posting emo-laden entry.

I'm me. I like to keep most of my thoughts to myself. Yeah, sometimes there are somethings I just got to air out. That's where this blog comes in. Then again, I've got a good bunch of friends I can rant to (hehe..), and then there's her... so ya... I'm often left with little to actually post in the blog.

The only constant in life is change. Read that somewhere. Damn true. Two really good friends of mine, who I honestly thought had an awesome relationship, have now broken up. The guy has yet to even tell me. Precedents dictate that I'd hold a grudge against him, insulted that I had to find out from other parties.. but I don't want to. Yet, it's hard. I'm upset with him 'cos they were like a model couple for me. I wanted to emulate them... then that image has been vapourised, just like that.

Heh, and I'm just the friend. Think about the girl... break-ups are never easy.

Work-wise, since the last post, have finally turned out for a full-blown fire. Apparently the unit on fire was directly above the house of one of my Poly Lecturers. Nice(?) coincidence. Oh, seen my 1st dead body on the job too. Thank Allah it was not too gory, but Insya-Allah, should I encounter a worse scenario, I'd handle it well.

I did go to Kuantan for the World Champs. Honestly, it didn't meet my expectations. Heard that someone commented it was more like a "Kampung" kind of competition, in terms of crowd, atmosphere... Very true. I'd like to say I don't have any opinions about Singapore's performance, but by saying that, you'd know I do have a negative opinion. Hehe.. Well, sorry to disappoint but you're not gonna get any bashings from me. (At least not online..) Still, did come back with "somethings"... Insya-Allah, I'd benefit from the experience.

Oh ya.. I love my bike. Hehe.. Vroooooom...

'Til next time... whenever that is..