Talhah's Blog

I woke up rather pissed off today, simply for waking up at 10am. No, not because it's a Sunday. Because I slept at 4am last... morning?? Fehrin and ma'am, Sham and ma'am, Ben, Sholehan, Mamat, Clay, Razif, Adli (for a while) and myself went bowling at SAFRA Tampines last night. Waited til 1am before we finally got a lane. I only got back home at 3.30am. By then I was exhausted. Only had barely an hour's sleep when I got home yesterday from work.

And yet, this morning, at exactly 0955hrs, I woke up. Completely. No morning daze, no "i still feel sleepy". I was alert. I was ready to get on with my day. Well, my body was. And that's why I'm pissed off. I know I only had 6hrs sleep, so why the hell am I all up and running? This is a consequence of living as a Fire Fighter for me. When I wake up, I can start doing stuff nearly immediately. Just like when the fire coding goes off and I have to slide down the pole/run down the stairs and handle the emergency. Then I'll find it hard to get back to sleep.

I already sleep late most of the time. I don't like sleeping in the afternoons. I find it hard to sleep in the afternoon unless I am completely drained. So, when and where can I get my beloved ZZZZs?

Sigh.

I initially wanted to go out today. Maybe go Bugis. Now, think I'll stay home, do some chores, stare into this monitor of mine... See how. I am now enlightened about how much I really matter to certain people. How important. Or rather, unimportant. Fuck it. I'm gonna go do me and enjoy myself, with friends who cares and family members who will never leave me.

.... Wow, talk about waking up in the wrong side of the bed.