Yes, it's been too long. Why is it I only reach out for the blog when I'm down?

I just want to put it here that all I ever wanna be is the best me possible. As best a son I can be. As best a brother, uncle, friend, colleague, student, teacher, coach, leader, follower, fire-fighter, pesilat, kader, Muslim, lover, partner..

The Best Talhah I can be.

However my underlying attribute has always been my laziness. I often do not put in the effort necessary, procrastinate.. Despite my sincerest intentions. Truly, my biggest enemy is myself.

If I am found lacking, let me know my weakness so I may be aware and work on it. If I have strengths, do not tell me; I found that humility is not my strength and praise only makes me arrogant. Besides, all Praise to Allah s.w.t. I am merely his servant.

This Ramadhan I have my own challenge. I am uncertain if I can achieve it but I'm doing my utmost best to complete it. Insya Allah. Even so Allah s.w.t has given me another personal challenge. I fear I may give in to angst and act rashly. I pray Allah will give me the strength and patience to see through both challenges. Amin.

This post is definitely a change from the older ones. Well, blogging in Ramadhan, one does more self reflections and become more mindful of one's language.

Haha ok ok.. Enough for now. Let's hope I don't take too long to blog again.. And hopefully it's a cheerful post.

Selamat berpuasa!!

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