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"People
don't care how much you know
until they know how much you care."
John Maxwell |
Monday, December 27, 2010
Now's not the best of times to be Talhah.
Then again, when has it ever been?
I had an ominious suspicion 3 birthdays ago that Karma is gonna hit me hard for my improper deeds and conduct. I guess I'm now in the other party's shoes. Now.. I am the Fool. Padan muka.
Stop fooling yourself Talhah. "Nice guys finish last?" I'm no nice guy, I don't think I'll even finish.
It's out in the open. No attempts at secrecy. Taking me as a fool.. and why not? I am a fool.
I don't regret the things I've done, the decisions, the choices, the sacrifices I've made. But I am pained that it has not mattered in the grand scheme of things. I have not mattered.
Do't lie to me. Don't kid yourself. You know it's true.
In the past I was contented with my meagre collections of Silver medals and no. 2s. It's alright to be second. But not when it came to this. I want to be number one. Numero uno, comprende?
I'm not gonna give up. But it hurts when those you're fighting for are secretly rooting for another team. Heartbreaking even.
I may be foolish at times but I'm not stupid.
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