A bit of a dilemma. So Adik have been very enthusiastic about his newfound hobby. Which is good.. Except that he keeps borrowing my stuff.

Initially I have no issue lending him my camera gear as he learnt about videography.. But I've hit that limit. You know, not pissed off, but annoyed. Suuuure, I'm not using the cam this weekend but does that mean I have to lend it to you almost every weekend?

And then you told Ibu it's a way to earn some extra income. That's great. Good for him. But then something came into my head. Abeh aku yang belanja beribu-ribu, kau pakai free-free, abeh nak cari upah lagi? Mana fair beb?

Feel like telling him to pay rent from next week onwards. Nothing too expensive but hey, I made all that investment, it wasn't for him. He may argue that the cam is just sitting in the dry cab, but it's mine and it's up to me when and how often I wanna use my own items.

You wanna go semi-pro, caaan, go ahead. But be ready to make investments and have some expenses. Use my PC for editing summore. Kelmarin daripada I nak edit, he took up the whole day sampai hilang mood. Booo.

No, ni bukan jealousy. I personally can't be bothered to go out every weekend to take wedding photography and then spend more time processing and editing. I'd rather do other stuff. So I am pretty certain I'm not jealous. Just.. Sigh.. I can only be tolerant of my brother til so much.

What to do. Hati da tak ikhlas nak pinjamkan. Sigh. Lemme sleep on it.

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