Talhah's Blog

Ok a bit of context. Today TS ada performance for MWH Welfare Fiesta and I will be joining the performance. First performance in a long while. Suppose to meet up at 11am.. And I just woke up now.. 8.30am..

Soo. In the dream I'm suppose to be competing in a Silat Seni competition. I did well for the qualifying round; on to the finals.

For the finals, I was relaxing and chilling.. I wasnt wearing my samping and tanjak, until it was my turn. Only then I wanna dress up. Yet I took my time.. Samping was straight forward. Insert confident smirk in my dream. The tanjak was giving me problems. Note: this is e samping and tanjak set Cik Suryo & Cik Nurul gave me as a wedding gift, which I will be wearing for the performance irl later.

Next thing I know, they have started the closing ceremony. And for some reason, they shifted my arena elsewhere. Içm finally ready. But where's my weapons? Hmmm.. Nevermind, go jer.. Eh, why the TS team already performing? Oi! I havent performed yet!! The TS team suppose to perform for closing! Now masih my comp!! Grrrrr..

Best part was in the middle of the performance sequence is my set. So I ran in.. Still without my weapons (I couldn't even remember what weapons I was suppose to use). Saw the tekpi on the floor to the front, decide to wing it.

Mind you, we were performing in front of the judges. Khaizuran was one of the jurors. So while I was doing my tekpi jurus albeit sluggishly, I keep hearing making comments about my performance. No good lah. Takde power lah. Boring lah.

So I turn around and said to the judges that they had better not be scoring us now, cos this is the closing ceremony performance and not the competition set. They were stunned and tried to explain that they already started judging.

In anger I left the arena. I made my way to the buffet table (ala Malay void deck wedding) with the rest of the team trailing behind me. Khairul did his best to calm me but I was frustrated. At this point I realised this was a dream and forced myself to wake up... In a frustration over the dream.

My interpretation? My mind knew I had to wake up. I didn't set the alarm, so an angry conclusion to my dream would.. Er.. Alarm me.. Well.. It worked... So emotional.. Hahaha..