An SMS conversation.
"Perempuan Melayu Terakhir":
Siang2 tk nk ajak. Org nk keluar, baru nk ajak..Haiz..Mase org tgh cuti sk0la, n sblm u mas0k camp,tk nk ajak :-(
Me:
Hmm maaf ah. I, Erm, malu nak ajak seblum ni. Haha.. So how, nak tak? Haha..
"Perempuan Melayu Terakhir":
Org keluar la syg..Ish3..Ter0k la u ni..Tunggu u mcm tunggu buak tk jat0h tau! :-/
I am an idiot. Seriously I am. I've been telling Shad and Wan I'm busy building bridges yet I did not see this one gate open welcomingly wide for me. I admit, I was interested in her, but I thought the honourable thing to do was to keep away as she already have a boyfriend. I have no idea whether she's just teasing me... or she really means what she said. But the whole conversation was initiated by her. So how? How am I to comprehend this?
Did I make a mistake? Did I just lose a chance?
Well, good news is she's allowing me to call her from camp. I guess I have to see how things develop.
Very interesting, this sudden development.. and just before I go in. Then again maybe I'm thinking too much.
Besides... I didn't know she was waiting.. Hmm.. Something to ponder to while away the solitary times in camp?