Talhah's Blog

Why do some phrases or quotes become cliche? Cos they're bloody true. It's hard to gain trust but easy to lose it. I think I just went through that. A lie about a small matter is enough to destroy everything I worked hard for.

The only way to regain trust lost is to work even harder to prove that that lapse was a fluke. And it was.

I have noticed that we tend to get into big quarrels (I won't say arguments because I rarely argue back) when we're apart and communicating through our handphones. I'm not saying that our gadgets are a bane but I think you'll understand better why I prefer to spend time with you than talking and messaging over our mobiles.

I'm not saying I do not anger you when we're face to face. But I noticed you'd rather express your frustrations and disappointments and disapprovals and anger through sms rather than talk it out. In a way I understand and appreciate why you may prefer such medium, yet I find that I'm always handicapped through this means.

The best way to express regret and offer sincerest apologies is by looking in the eyes and say "I'm sorry" with all my heart.

Thousands of SMS-es with "I'm Sorry" plastered all over doesn't quite work.

Even though I always work hard to give you and us the best, I almost ALWAYS sabotage my own efforts and hurt you one way or other. WTH.. sigh..

Not giving up.. but just feeling depressed for the moment for this lapse.. for this failure.. Gotta pick myself and redeem myself again.. but not today.. Today.. I failed..