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"People
don't care how much you know
until they know how much you care."
John Maxwell |
Friday, May 12, 2006
My solution
When things ain't going so well in one part of your life, you can, and perhaps you should, find a way to make things better. Or you let it tide over. But sometimes, some things are beyond your control or repair and may not heal over time. So what can you do? You break the bonds.
I feel like that's what I've been doing these past 2 weeks. Breaking every freaking bonds that is anchoring me to that part of my life. Well, maybe not severly, but enough to make sure out of the 24 hours each day I'm spending smaller and smaller percentage of it in that world. Even now, whenever either one of them contacts me I feel like blasting them, feel like disobeying them as sorta my vengeance for what both of them have done. But I won't; I still love and respect both of them.
It's kinda ironic. I'm spending so much time with Wan and Anwar lately - more time than I did during poly years. I'm truly thankful for their friendship, for they give me an "alternate world" that is mainly composed of friends, fun and freedom.
Nowaday's I'm not in the mood to blog. PC's being a bithch lately anyways.
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